It’s been a while since I’ve posted and wanted to give you all an update on why that is.
Right now my life has been pretty exhausting. My new job has me so tired out at the end of the day that I just hop in bed when I’m done with work.
My exhaustion levels are really high. My creativity levels are really low. And that doesn’t make for a good combination.
I do a lot of calling people with this new job and as an introvert, it drains me pretty easily. I didn’t realize how much waiting and talking to people could drain me, but it does.
So even though I want to write and hate not having posts up, I just can’t bring myself to have the energy to do anything right now.
I have some posts for Christmas in stock, but I’m still not finished with those just yet either. I was writing those when I first started my job because I had more energy.
I’m also struggling with my binge eating lately.
It’s getting really bad and I don’t know what to do.
I can’t keep ordering donuts for delivery every day. I can’t keep eating multiple donuts in one sitting because I want to eat my feelings now.
It’s such a strange feeling right now because I’m so used to not eating when I’m stressed. Now I want to stuff my face with everything in sight.
Thankfully I don’t have many easy to eat snacks any more so I have a harder time finding things to binge on.
That’s been my life. I’m exhausted and eating myself into a food coma far more often than I’d like to admit.
Hope you’re all staying healthy and safe.
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